I haven't read the next chapter, but later last night when I was in bed I started thinking about what else Xander might want to be in Spike's shoes for. I know I said before a couple of suggestions, but I also wonder if his insecurities would have him wanting to relive the time SPike was with Anya to see just what he felt. Just random thinking. Now, off to the next chapter.

Well good to see that Xander gets a wakeup call, like that.

At least the suffering has helped Xander see things straight for once - even if you did let him off the worst degradation!

What else could he possibly want to see? Good to see Xander coming around. I like stories where he is redeemed instead of staying so narrow minded. And this is one of the best examples of that happening that I've ever read. Awesome update! -Lisa

I wonder what it is that Xander wants to see. Does he want to see how Spike felt when Buffy died? Or maybe how Spike felt when Xander tortued him? I'm on the edge of my seat to find out. I am really hoping that Spike took Buffy's blood. She isn't forcing him, but she is begging him to. Those are two different things, and I hope he realizes that she isn't forcing, but begging because of how much she loves him. Look forward to more.

OMG! Xander wants to see some more of Spike's torture? I sincerely hope Spike took some of Buffy's blood. More story please.

OMG, what is Xander getting himself into now? Asking for the pain? At least, finally, he understands...which is so very important in so many ways...excellent fic...

What?!?! Oh no, no, no, no, no.... and people say I'm evil with the cliff hangers! *lol*

You're making me like Xander. Well, sort of. I soo cannot wait for the next chapter!! Awesome job and THANK YOU for the second chap today! *does happy dance*