Fabulous update - I hope Spike can become himself again. And with a bit of luck, the upset will make Xander's hair fall out or go white. Lou

God, I loved this chapter...filled with revalations, both for Xander and Spike...Xander understands intimately the meaning of the word monster...and Spike understands the meaning of forgiveness...and both are seated in trust...wonderful update, J--looking forward to the next....

*wipes brow* We were worried about you today, afraid you weren't going to update *snerk* I loved this chapter! *is proud of Xander*

Awesome and beautiful! What a scene for Xander to relive. EXCELLENT choice there. Bravo!! I definitely look forward to more. Might not get to review for a day or two because of some dental work that will probably put me in bed for a day or so. If I'm awake at this time of the night and you post, I will review though. Excellent.

AWESOME!

Beautiful beautiful chapter. You've made me cry so many times reading this story, but this time they were good tears. And I almost feel for Xander now, knowing that he may not ever be forgiven, despite his understanding. More, please! -Lisa

Beautiful chapter. Xander will have to learn to live with himself now. Buffy gave Spike as much as she possibly could.