She'd gone far far away from Sunnydale. From herself. Her name. Her calling. She didn't want any contact with the old life. Much less him. That pain-in-the-ass vampire. "Spike." She punched at the eyes floating before her; but he ducked and she pitched forward. He caught her before she fell face down in the filth. "What is this?" She wrenched herself free. "Since when do you help?" Set immediately post-season 2. Buffy's run all the way to NY, and encounters a Spike who feels he's made a bad bargain.

It got her hot. It got her boiling, the soulless killer's coat. Spoilers through "Get It Done" in Season 7.

"Their stares penetrated Spike the way he'd penetrated them, and sucked him nearly as dry." A sequel to What She Deserves. After his reunion with Buffy in NYC, Spike returns to Sunnydale to find that things between them aren't quite what he'd supposed. Spoilers only through s6.

The sequel to The Hardest Thing in the World. Now that the Scoobies know Buffy was in heaven, they're doing all they can to make things better for her... but the method they choose may be more than Spike can handle.

There are different kinds of pain. And different levels of hurt. This is dark-fic, kittens.

In an effort to frighten the muse into finishing this story - I'm going to start posting it. This is the fourth and last in the series that began with Loves Lost, continued with Love Awakened and Love Continued.

It's 1880 and Elizabeth Cecily “Buffy” Underwood is forced to choose between her duty as the Chosen One and the young man who passionately loves her

Christmas, Season 5. Spike's found a way to get his chip out and there are human evils afoot.

Inside of Spike's head in early Season Seven. He's still in the basement but Buffy knows about his soul. A/N: Since this drabble is mainly Spike's thoughts it is erradic. It is not discriptive until the end. So for the majority of the piece you have insane Spike thoughts. I hope I explained it for you. Please let me know what you think. This is not like any story that I have posted.

One shot. Set AtS. I had some trouble reconciling Spike as portrayed in AtS with the Spike of Season 7 on BtVS. Here's my take on why.

The next in the series that began with the grim Loves Lost and continued in the agnsty Love Awakened. This is Spike's next visit to Sunnydale for Buffy's eighteenth birthday...

Grief. . . and what it drives one man to do . . .

Takes place at the end of "The Girl in Question." What if Buffy showed up at the apartment before Angel and Spike left?

Spike's being ignored by Buffy, as usual, and gets an offer of help. Spuffy with Cordelia, Dawn, Angel, Xander, Anya and Warren’s friend, Brandon (new character) Thanks to Marzbar for her excellent Beta advice.

Set in Season 3, after Lover’s Walk, Vampire Council decides to punish those responsible for the state the Aurelius line is in and kidnap Buffy and Spike. Bloodshedverse challenge #87