A sequel to, or the next in the series, "Loves Lost" my season II dark fic in which Buffy is brutalized by Angelus and Drusilla, comforted by Spike, and rescued by Giles. This follows immediately. Um, since angst isn't one of the warnings listed, I guess I'd better do it here. This is Spuffy, but they don't get to live happily-ever-after yet.

season II; written for the Good_Evil community, this fic doesn't really become Spuffy until the sequel. However, Spike and Buffy are definitely the main characters and the gang is all here at one time or another. As are Angelus and Dru. Not for the faint of heart, a darker fic than I normally write with bloodplay, rape and non-consensual sexual contact. The gorgeous banner is by the very generous and talented Spikes Slayer2

AU Post Season 2. When Buffy took off for LA after sending Angel to hell, the events of Anne never took place and she stayed in LA... until she finds out that things aren't going so well at home...a new Big Bad has taken over Sunnydale, with Spike at her side...Buffy returns home to help defeat this new danger... but which side is Spike *really* on?

This is just a little erotica that I originally posted at several Yahoo Groups back on January 30, 2002. 'Published' just after the first run of the depressing ‘Doublemeat Palace’, it was my attempt to cheer up the B/S faithful. In a slightly altered form, Lost In You appears as a chapter in my long neglected series, Journeys, which makes it a sort of Journeysverse-reality late Season 6 or early 7, um, encounter.

Buffy is broken after her mother’s death, Spike visits her to give condolences, but the whole encounter turns out absolutely different then he expected.

Sequel to 'Fly Me to the Moon', my first Spuffy/Trek crossover. Buffy and Spike are back in Sunnydale after being mojoed to Voyager by the Troika. Buffy's ready to share the news of her relationship with Spike with the Scoobies, but the damned Troika is at it again.

Buffy and Spike have a fight and something terrible happens, which causes Spike to regret his actions.

Dawn finds Spike in the cemetery and something is wrong with him. She decides he needs help and brings him to Buffy.

Rewrite of Season 6--A very different Buffy returns from the afterlife, and things are going to get really interesting....

Much Thanks to my excellent betas, Megan_Peta (through chapter 12) and BloodyTearsOfLife Have faith, this will be a bitey fic--it'll just take a while. All the usual disclaimers apply, re: Joss Whedon, ME, etc.

Feedback is greatly appreciated.

Based on the Pink Floyd song "Learning To Fly"--all disclaimers to rights to this song

This is intended for entertainment purposes only.

Many Many Thanks to my talented friend Karyn (aka kargrif) for the gorgeous banner...she is a true gem of a friend!

Nominated for Best Revamped and Best AU at the VKAwards! :O Nominated for The Passion Award and the Dead Things Award at the Breathless Awards! :)

What if Buffy didn't take that dive off of the tower in The Gift? What if she saw Spike for the man he was becoming and spent the next year without the depression caused from her being pulled from heaven? Could they have progressed to love on a natural course. Begins at climax of The Gift then AU.

The Council gets news of the battle in LA too late to come to the rescue, but they need to send Buffy and a crew of Slayers to help clean up the leftovers. Could one of those leftovers be someone Buffy thought was long gone?

Four months after the battle with the First, Buffy finds herself heartbroken and now only one Slayer amongst the new generation of Slayers and facing a destiny alone that she’d never expected to ever happen….until the return of someone thought lost in the darkness.

A little follow-up from Pillars of Strength when Buffy tells Spike she would like to try smoking sometime. So one lazy afternoon…

After Smashed, Spike tries to teach Buffy a lesson about who's reeaaallly in charge. But what chance does a poor vamp have against a stubborn Slayer?

Set in Season IV during and just after Faith's body switching adventure. Some elements from the espisode, but definitely MY version of how it should have gone.