Six years post NFA Buffy finds herself in a position Spike once used to be in. *She's* in *his* town, trying to fit into *his* world while an apocalypse is looming over their heads. Does he still love her? What's he been doing all this time and why have the powers stripped him of his status of champion. This fic was earlier being witten by fallen_angel as Buffy Diaries/There's Something About Spike. She's given me permission to finish the fic because she's unable to. The first 4 chapters are hers, the rest will be mine.