NEW SUMMARY: Spike goes on a quest to atone for wronging Buffy. But, there are people in high places that do not want him to succeed- or survive. If he does, will he change the world? Canon until "Seeing Red." Goes AU from there. NOMINATED at the Spuffy Awards Round 12 for "BtVS Rewritten" & at BIFA for "Best WIP, Best Angst/Drama", also nominated at the Spark & Burn Awards, and at LLGA for Best angst, Saga, and Plot. WINNER Fang Fettish Round 5: Best Supporting Character-Giles. RUNNER UP at the Spark and Burn Awards 2nd Round for both "Best Angst" and "Best Fight Scene."

When Buffy finds out that not only is Spike alive, but also missing after the big fight in LA, she goes looking for him. But nothing ever goes as expected. When she finally catches up with him she finds him evil, malnourished, and with - Drusilla? Dawn and Giles also make an appearance.

Set sometime post-NFA, Buffy and Spike share a carefree night together in Africa.

Spike handles his discovery of Riley's nasty little habit differently than in "Into the Woods." No, it's not slash. Implied Buffy/Riley, Spike/Buffy.

Sequel to Origins

Sometimes the simplest of things can have the most profound impact. Post-"After Life"

Buffy calls for reinforcements and gets more than she expected. *AU after Bargaining*

My take on what should have happened between Spike and Buffy after his song “Rest in Peace,” and during “Where Do We Go From Here”.

I blame this one on all of the horrible cliché filled B horror movies out there. It's bad and it's supposed to be. So go ahead and have a laugh. Happy Halloween. =)

An unsatisfied Buffy comes across Spike while patrolling. This story is set in Season 4. Buffy and Riley are a couple but Spike is pre-chip.

Someone asked about Clem's reaction to the beating Buffy gave Spike in "You Always Hurt the One You Love" and I was reminded that I had done this little ficlet (which follows that one, a week or so later) too. A tweaking of "Older and Faraway".

One-shot. Lies My Parents Told Me. Buffy and Spike both get the wrong idea.

Written for Seasonal Spuffy's fairytale challenge, I forgot I hadn't posted it here. The banner is by the talented kargrif. Set in season V, Buffy needs a little help to recognize what's right under her nose.

(Post BtVS & Angel) Buffy has a run-in with Spike. They haven't seen each other in a long time and things have changed. Sorta. Spuffiness, ppl. :)

Post Triangle. To fight an evil Buffy has to journey not only into her own subconscious, but the subconscious of one bleached vampire, to find the answer to a riddle.