After the events of The Heart of Her, Buffy is conflicted. Unsure of who she is or what she needs, Spike sets out to help her find the answers. This fic can be read as a stand-alone, but it helps to have read the previous story.

Their dose of yelling for the day.

Buffy considers her feelings for Spike. Summer of Season Six

Spike is back from the dead after saving the world. Angel has taken over Wolfram and Hart. What does this mean for Angel, and his search for redemption?

Spike gives Buffy a valuable lesson. Setting S6

It's the night of Joyce's funeral and Buffy finds help in the most unlikely place possible.

Life, freedom, feelings. There was no place for them here. This was hell, and she its most valued possession. Buffy's life takes an unexpected turn after being kidnapped, and as the line between sanity and madness starts to blur, the opportunity of freedom will present itself. Will she find enough will to live to take it, or will she take the easy way out and give in to the pain consuming her soul? And what does one ruthless vampire thirsty for her life have to to do with all this?

Buffy comforts Spike in the basement of her house. Set during The Killer in Me.

Sick and tired of getting beaten on by Buffy (despite recently discovering he loves her) and the scoobies after getting smacked around again after trying to help them, Spike gets a spell done on himself so that any human that attempts to attack him will suffer the same pain he feels when the chip goes off. Bloodshedverse Challenge #479 response.

It's been more than ten years since they closed the Hellmouth, and Buffy's finally living the normal life she always wanted. There's just one thing missing... but when Spike shows up after so much time, will there be a place in her life for him? Winner of multiple awards, which can be viewed here.

Post Slayer, Interrupted, Buffy has a decision to make.

When facing eternity, a good mother will try to put all her affairs in order. That means getting real, seeing clearly and putting your own heart’s desires on hold, your dreams in perspective, letting your brain control your advice. Now if only those you love will just cooperate! Joyce looks to her daughter’s future as her own mortality becomes an issue and comes to some startling conclusions. Can Joyce convince Buffy to forget all that she has been telling her, all that everyone has been telling her, thereby easing Joyce’s own worries before facing the hospital and possible death?

The brother of someone the Slayer failed to save wants revenge. His solution is to curse the Slayer and her friends to suffer from greed, sloth, gluttony, pride, envy, anger, and lust. Will the gang figure out what is going on before they destroy themselves? This is a response to Challenge 131. 

Buffy gets a second chance to convince Spike she loves him before she must give him up to death again. *Nominated in the 'Lie To Me' awards and the 'Burst Into Flame' awards.*

AU season IV -  Incorporates some story elements from the show, but strictly AU as it is a sequel to a season II ficlet that never happened in canon. Spike returns to Sunnydale to help Buffy defeat Adam. Will the Scoobies accept him? (This story will make much more sense if you've read "Her Last Request" first!)


ETA Wow - it seems that when this fic was moved over here from the old BSV/HoB that parts of it went missing, I will be reposting it as soon as I've figured out what's missing - I'm hoping I won't lose the reviews, but I'm not sure what's going to happen.

EETA - figured it out. Missing end of Chap. 5 and all of Chapt 5 added back in and fic split into three sections to make room. Sorry!